st.john....

uhh....the whole division was screwed upside down when kenneth came back,

he gave us a tongue lashing as unity was getting lesser and lesser in the divison,

like 1 member dislikes this member being the commmander and doesnt want to march,

during marching they will play a fool,not being serious,members back stabbing each other,

it's a reli sad sight.only kp,cs,william,XJ and yogern was serious when we were marching.

feels like we're reli off par.nothing seems to coming together.when we keluar baris,most of us

will come out with annoyed and pissed look.some of us lost our cool.....

everyone except cs,yes he is quite playful at times but during st.john marching,he doesnt make

jokes or do stupid stuff that will annoy people.i can say he is the more mature boy besides me,

he rarely loses his temper,makes fun during normal time,but he always thinks

maturely although he just acts stupid.he will be the right guy to ask for help or to help.

there's so much inside him but he never lets out.he always keeps a low profile.

and most importantly,he is realistic.he's definitely 1 of my closest friends.

yes i am going to leave lokman soon,but cs i'll definitely remember,all the joy he brought,haha.

and 1 more thing about me,when i see someone is doing wrong and being silly and live in a

fantasy world,i just give it straight in their face(i think all of you know my scolding vocabulary in school).

i've seen many girls in lokman who just treat boys like atm machine.they accept all the boys

expensive gifts,get some cash from them and then just break up,less than a month.

really that disgusts me.i wont name them.(i think maybe you all already)

and girls who just want to scrap money from boys and change boyfriends every month

i think their cheap,lowering their image.not much dignity in them.

and a particular friend of mine who really follows girls like a puppy,seriously.

1 minute you're talking to him,when he sees a girl he just walks off,leaving you there.

he is reli 很狗 in chinese i should say.(i think you guys might knoe who is he)

oh well,nothing else,just waiting to transfer school.

good luck guys

need some time

hmm.well i manage to get my straight A's in PMR.

yesterday my mom went to the education department for my school transfer,

he met up with the education officer which was a friend of her.

he said that i will have to study at lokman for 1 week first.

the education officer will help to get my school transfer process done faster.

so i guess starting of the year i'll be at lokman first~

well....everything needs time.hope that i'll be able to transfer sooner.

happy new year everyone!

24 december,the deciding christmas eve

yeah,i just came back from nst camp,

it was great,learned so many things(even though it was quite torturing but in a fun way)

i plan to change my life,for the better,do my best and live in the truth.

i just got news that 24 dec,christmas eve, was the day to get my pmr results.

i was hype and excited cause i was really desperately waiting for my results.

and it came quite early,i really wanted to get the result as soon as possible.

hopefully i'll get straight A's and then transfer to SBU.

and hopefully as well,god will bless me with the straight A's,

and it'll change my life,go to a better school and meet better people.

so yeah,just 4 more days to go.pray that god will bless me.

a trip to genting

ah....just came back from genting last week,

and reli...that trip was supposed to be a really fun trip,

came suddenly,left silently.....

last thursday was an outing with my friends.

it'll be like any other outing,

but this time it's juz a little special,cause a good friend who i've known for abt 3 years

is going out for his first time,since pmr is over,so yeah why not relax?

and he'll be going with us(all the buddies) and his girlfriend who i also knoe as she's

a prefect in school and a friend of mine as well,both of them got together around a month and a half ago.

well there was nth wrong when they started,they send sms but they didnt see each other.

another of my friend paired them together although both of them were at diffrent schools,

and that thursday outing was their first date.Well first we want rollerblading,

yeah it was fun,did fall once or twice.most of us learned how to rollerblade in abt an hour.

well he learned how to rollerblade as well,but his girlfriend didnt seem to accompany him.

so yeah i went help him out and he learned in instant,but they didnt seem to be together that time,

i already noticed something wrong,she didnt go to him and juz left him there....

don you think thats weird?they're together but not even getting together,

surely there is a problem.we were there until around 4pm when we decided

to leave and get some food,we were all tired with injured legs(including me).

so we were walking downfloor,and finally i saw them holding hands,yay!some action for once!

we ate at a taiwanese restaurant,the food was great,chicken chop rice,claypot noodles and many more.

after lunch we juz sat there and chat for awhile and everything seemed good that time.

after that,we went to times square and decided to chew the fat and have a cup of coffee.

but on the way there,he wanted to hold her hand again but she said she was tired and

didnt wanted to hold hands.things were getting worse for him,they couldnt even

chat with each other as they felt awkward towards each other,like if he said one word,

she will reply one word,nothing more.sometimes no reply at all.

he was telling me as we were chatting at oldtown how negative he felt,

he said that their relationship might not last,that they will break up.

true enough,the next day,they broke up allrite,he told me.

and i asked wat happened?and you knoe what he replied?

:she doesnt have feelings for me anymore,not like when we first started.

mm..i felt reli sorry for him.i juz said to him,

:dont worry man,i'll always watch after your back and dont take it too seriously allrite?

he is actually a very popular guy in his school,many girls are interested in him,

so he doesnt have to throw away his life for a girl like that.

and i juz found out from my buddies and their girlfriends that she wasnt loyal to any guy he was with,

she always changed boyfriends and they never last.

so yeah,my good friends' relationship with her lasted only 50 days.

she juz suddenly got together with him and now she juz left him silently,

now thats 1 girl i'll never get serious with cause she juz throws you away when the feeling runs out,as if it was petrol.

tragic isnt it?how relationship can juz break easily?.
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THE END(november 1st 2009)

any comments do post it on the chatbox,thanks guys

future at SBU

well,today i went to the school office to get my school transfer form,

mf,yogern and cs accompanied me to the office to get it,

i got the form,headmistress sign it and the clerk typed it.

headmistress put a (menyokong) at the form,encouraging me to transfer.

so yeah i got it,i didnt knoe whether i was happy or sad abt changing school,

it isnt official yet,but big chances i'm getting transferred.

so yeah,went back to class,sat on my table,and just thinking abt the transfer school thinggy.

moments,teacher came in,gave maths work,so i just did it until i finished it.

then oh well,i let powei see my school transfer form,she juz look at it,

and gave me hmm..hmm...congrats ur transfering to SBU.

i didnt knoe what to say,be happy or juz be sad?i'm not reli sure.

at last,i asked her a favor,i told her,

the friends at lokman are priceless,

yogern,edwin,keapei,chuansong,munfong,xiajun,weichun,suetyee,sienjuen,caiwey,jinwei,powei,

shulee,kim,hoongling,yining and many more....

i'll aways remember then,especially my brothers(兄弟-yogern,edwin,kp,cs,mf,xj and ac)

i will never ever forget them if i leave lokman(FRIENDS FOREVER)

all the good memories at lokman,i was always cherish,

as for the bad memories,i'll just have let it go.

going SBU will be a new fresh start for me,i'll hope for the best when i get there....

nie Questions from SL

questions from shu lee for nie magazine thingy

Survey for NIE Mag Contest1.Do you encourage teenagers to start a relationship with a person that the like/love?why?

erm....its ok to have a relationship with someone you love but you must be truthful and sincere abt your love and don't let it affect your studies.

2.Do you think teenagers are suitable to have a love relationship?

:yes...its suitable for teenagers to have a love relationship as they are growing up.

3.How old are you now? Did you have a relationship when you were a teenager?

:i'm 15 and yes i have a relationship when i'm a teenager.

4.Do you think your lover can influence you?

:but of course! and she influence me in a good way.

5.If you are a teacher, will you allow your students to have relationship?

:yes! i will allow but with advise so that they wont let love affect their grades but increase their grades.

6.Due to teenagers' dating, write your own opinions about it.

:teenagers dating is the normal thing in the 21st century but as long as you are sincere abt your love and don't do anything that you might regret in future,its ok to have a relationship.love is sweet.....